"Silent Agony: The Tale of Kuramai and the Lost Identity"

Prompt: write a part 2 were kuramai desperately tries to recall her old name but is unable to dispite her best efforts. also show how the other tailed beasts treat her as if she was always female with them having no memories of her even being a male fox with her unable to tell any of them about her past as a male Kurama, the nine-tailed fox, began to change. It was an unexplainable transformation, morphing him into a creature he had never been before: a female counterpart, a vixen. The once majestic and powerful fox could now feel himself shrink, his claws and limbs slimmer and his body petite. His fur also changed, its texture shifting from coarse and rough to soft and silky. The most peculiar change on his appearance was the development of teats on his stomach, a feature native to female foxes. But with the anatomical adjustments came something more profound - Kurama's psyche started to shift. Kurama, now Kuramai, could feel her cognitive processes adapting to her new body. She began perceiving the world from a female point of view, her instincts morphing. The once dominant drive to spread her seed was replaced with the maternal instinct to birth and nurture kits. This shift was internal, a nagging feeling deep within Kuramai that could not be ignored or pushed away. Despite being a Bijuu, a mythical creature made of chakra with the ability to freely control her form, Kuramai found herself unable to turn back into the fox she once was. With every attempt to shape-shift, she was reminded of her new reality. Her form would morph for a moment, and then retract back into her vixen form. The change was irreversible. Her once deep and thunderous voice has softened, turning melodic and feminine, no matter how much strain she puts on her vocal chords. It was as if she was constantly belting out a serenade, even when she tried to growl. Her manners and movements also changed. A gracefulness enveloped her. She didn't saunter or stalk as Kurama had; she glided like the wind, a trait of her newfound elegance. Kuramai's past as a male fox felt like a distant memory, akin to a dream one struggles to remember upon waking. Her mind would play tricks on her, distortion weaving its way through her memories of being Kurama. She clung onto her old name, whispered it in quiet corners, trying to anchor herself to a reality that was slipping away from her. Multiple attempts of calling herself Kurama echoed into Kuramai, an alluring name she couldn't suppress. Succumbing to the alteration, she began referring to herself as a female, her pronouns switching as naturally as her form. It was as if the chakra in her was tempting her to embrace her new identity, washing over her resistance. And so, she started to forget the creature she used to be, the memories of Kurama starting fading. But one thing remained as a stark reminder - she used to be a male fox. As the world grew accustomed to Kuramai, her past self seemed to vanish from common memory. She alone held the knowledge of her transformation. Her name shifted from Kurama to Kuramai, an evolution the world accepted without question. The nine-tailed fox was no more, and in his place stood Kuramai: the nine-tailed vixen.